Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Posting soon!!

I haven't read anybody's posts or posted in awhile and I'm SORRY!!
At my mom's in my hometown, so the internet is super slow, and my patience dwindles too quickly too read.
Love to you Blogger, write and read very soon!
Tjayne
Ps. Wrote this on my blackberry - very hard to do.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Christmas Dinner, Halo, Wine

Yuuuuuuuummmmmm, I am gaining so much good Christmas dinner weight.
I am now sitting downstairs listening to the sounds of four brothers going crazy while playing Halo and reminiscing. I have nothing to add to that conversation so I thought I'd come on here and say "Hi." So, hi.
Last night we had a great little gathering at one of Mr. M's aunt's house. We drove there in a crazy blizzard after picking up Mr. M's brother from the airport. So we met the rest of the fam at the house. We had a great dinner with the most delicious cheesecake. Mmmm, blueberry cheesecake. Then the wine came out. Mr. M's aunt did not let my glass be empty for too long after I'd finish a glass. I had a really great time, I love hanging out with Mr. M's fam. A good time was had by all.
Five more days with my Mr. M. Then five months. It'll go by fast. I have my sorority friends and military wives to keep me company. Love you ladies. <3
gooodnight,
Tjayne

Friday, December 18, 2009

Arg.

I'm a little bittie stressed out. I have to pack - but in order to do that I need to do a wash. I also have to wrap some gifts. It doesn't seem like that much but I leave tomorrow afternoon for N.S. for 6 days. It's 6:30. I'm such a procrastinator. Blah. On to happier things.


I want to start watching Gossip Girl - I feel I would love it. Downloading the 1st season after Christmas.

I get to see Mr. M tomorrow. That is a happy thing. I need clothes to wear though. Arg.

I won't be posting for the next little while. I'll try...but don't expect anything.

MERRY CHRISTMAS
Love to you Blogger.
<3





Thursday, December 17, 2009

CUTE CUTE CUTE - I Want need One!!!
But since I don't own a credit card I'm going to make a trip to Micheals when I get the truck back after Christmas. I feel like I could make them pretty easily. For less than 40$ + the price of shipping.

I am doing nothing today. I eventually need to pack, clean my room, and wrap but I am not doing it right now. I don't think I'll rock climb tonight either as I still feel sick, weak, and terrible. I hate colds with an ultimate passion.

Felicity + food time now.*

That show just breaks my heart everytime.**

This post is awfully short for being hours in the making. I just feel not quite ready yet to press the "Publish Post" button.




I'm thinking I should get something accomplished now...I downloaded Superbad because I felt the need to watch it again. I shall watch it while I clean & pack. Yesssss, I am good.

Goodnight & Sleep tight
TJayne

* time passed
** even more wasted time passing

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Dreams of Part-time Housewife Life




I have a dream of making cookies and dinners all the while dressed in an LBD (little black dress) wearing a pink apron. Anyone who knows me would comment on the fact that I can't cook and don't own an apron, let alone a pink one. Well, Here is what I have to say to that! I now own a pink apron and got a cookbook called "Anyone Can Cook" By GoodHousekeping. ;) For Early Christmas last weekend with Mom and Wayne, Nathan and I got a few presents, (I'll post pictures of mine in January) and 2 of mine happen to be those mentioned above. The pink apron actually belonged to my Gram who acquired it from a German War Bride. It's all hand embroidered and it's just beautiful. I would love to learn more of the story behind it and the life it had before me. I won't be cooking with it on, but it'll be a geat hostess apron. Also, the perfect accessory to an LBD when my Hubby comes home from work...when we have our own place...in May. I have awhile to train myself.

This was random.
Love,
TJayne

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Boooooooring

All I did today was go to work. I love my job, but it's wearing thin since I don't work till the 4th after Friday! Wooooo. I'm going to be completely poor in the beginning of January, but that's okay- I'll still be full of Christmas cheer. Hopefully. Even though Nathan leaves on the 26th, blah. Oh, and my first student loan payment comes out on the 1st. Ok, this post is turning very bad.
I need to go to bed. So - I will leave you with a picture that makes me happy.



and this...




Which I firmly believe as -  Mr. M is my best friend.
Sappy, gross I know.
Goodnight my dears,
TJayne

Forgot to Mention...

Updated the look.
Thumbs up or thumbs down?
I give it a "I was half asleep when I made it so it looks pretty good considering" thumbs up.
Off to work, probably blog tonight...we'll see.

Monday, December 14, 2009

I'm getting sick.

So this is going to be quick, because I need my beauty rest. So these are just the very random thoughts I had today while internet browsing...
I have begun to really obsess about Tumblr and stumbled upon this site: http://fuckyeahfacecharacters.tumblr.com/ which is amazing - excuse the language. :) I found a cinderella picture that makes me smile:


*Sigh* So magical, it makes my heart happy.
That, in turn, got me thinking about wedding dresses. I had recently found out they actually have wedding dresses designed around the very princesses I grew up with like Ariel, Jasmine, Cinderella, Snow White and Belle. The designer is Kirstie Kelly and her Collections can be viewed here. The one I fell in love with was from the Cinderella line which is funny, because I've always been more of an Ariel fan myself. The dress is this:



Then I began looking up wedding dresses inspired by Audrey Hepburn who I aspire to be like everyday. I found a designer who does fabulous mod inspired wedding dresses. Her name is Rosa Clara and her collection can be viewed here. I loved them all but I fell in love/awe with this one the most:




I have no reason to look at wedding dresses, if you don't know me, I just like looking at them. They make me happy. So there.
I need sleep.
Oh yeah, I'm moving again, in January, more on this later.
Love to you.
TJayne

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Another 2 weeks go by...

...I'm sorry. I have a good excuse though. HLTA (His break from Afghanistan) finally came.
He arrived at the airport at 5 pm. His Mom and 2, of his 3, brothers were there with me. It was really really weird to see him just walk off an airplane after all this cazyness, ha ha. After a quick stop at Tims we headed to Moncton where we ate at The Pumphouse. His Mom and brothers left and Nathan and I headed to our little Jacuzzi suite I had booked a few days earlier. We had 3 days and 2 nights in Moncton all to ourselves. We did a lot of shopping for Christmas presents and he bought me this sweet pair of D&G sunglasses, which is a big deal for me because I've never owned anything over 15$ for sunglasses before!

Nathan and I then finished the day at the Yamaha store in Moncton and where we were looking at all the pretty bikes, when we came upon a little Yamaha YZ85 2 Stroke 2007/08 (Can't remember year) and I sat on it and it was just perfect. Mr. M then proclaimed he was going to buy it for me because it was a good deal and I've always wanted to learn so why not just get my own? I rolled my eyes thinking he was being silly, but no, he was not. After much of me no-ing him, and him telling me he was at least going to talk to someone about it he did. Then he proceeded to make a down-payment on it and we went to pick it up the next day. I am now the proud new owner of a dirtbike and I am VERY excited for the summer.



We went to my Mom and her Boyfriend's place for the weekend and had  little Christmas for Mr. M and I, since we'll be with his family this year for real christmas. Mr. M and I recieved a Breadmaker! We were very excited and only 5 months till it goes in our new little PMQ. Which I am now legally able to get into before he comes home! Whoop!
I spent so much time commenting it is now very late, and I am very tired. Mr. M left today for his home which I'll be heading to on Saurday. Just have to get through this workweek. Without a vehicle, that he took, blah. Here's hoping time goes fast.


Love to you bloggers.
TJayne

Saturday, November 28, 2009

2 Weeks Since Last Post...Oops.

SLACKER.
 I am sorry, but I've been sooooooo busy. Which is awesome because only 8 days are left till my Mr. M comes home for his HLTA (break)...WHOOP. I'm going to post a long post tomorrow night, I can't concentrate on this right now, haha. I want to try on some outfits I bought! Then beddy by! Night, you bloggers.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Military Girlfriend Late Night - Barely Awake - Rant

Not sleeping well. I just don't want to go to bed. Nights like this remind me of my younger self who did not like going to bed on time and secretly stayed up later in rebellion. The only one I'm rebelling against is myself, which is somewhat annoying and ironic. Other than that - I'm good!


Heard from Mr. M the other morning for about 10 minutes. He's coming home for his 2 and half week break before going back for the dreaded, over 4 months, span of time, in less than a month! I am certain I will deal with it just the same as I am now. I know myself a lot better than I realized - I didn't push myself after he left. I gave myself time to be lazy at first and now I'm doing pole dancing classes every Sunday & rock climbing twice a week, plus I joined the gym this morning. ;) I'm getting some cooking lessons from my awesome auntie this Saturday. I'm actually loving life quite a bit and I do feel guilty but Mr. M is also having cool experiences, ha. I feel kind of like the odd one out sometimes because I am doing so well, but then I take a step back and look at my situation compared to the other ladies and I am different. I think I would definitely be having a much harder time if we had lived together or had a child together or were married. None of those apply though. Maybe I'm just tucking all my emotions away, unhealthy, but very effective. Whatever it is, I'm happy for it and thankful for the "me" time, even though I miss him I know there is not one damn thing I can do about it. I do have some really tough times but I guess I just don’t focus on them.

He comes home in 27 days. Wow. I’m already sad about him leaving…I just want to get this over with so we can start happy-ness! Can't wait to live with him! I go into shops downtown in the city and dream of what it will look like...

I wish he could cuddle me right now. Alright! I'm getting whiny.
This was pretty much a rant in it’s entirety. I know my sentences were awful, but it IS 2:31 in the morning now.
Ok, sleep now. Maybe…hehehe.
 

 
Much love from a sleepy TJayne who will embody Audrey in Breakfast at Tiffany's tomorrow afternoon, as she will still be in bed (and then get ready for a fabulous evening of wings!).
 
Ps. Shoutout to my sorority ladies - we need a date.
 
 

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween Weekend

I went out, I did not want to go out, but I went out. I went to the Capital with some amazing people (and a bodygaurd named Robyn). The Capital was not all that bad since it isn't a club persay. Then we went to a club-club type place for about 15 minutes, and I had fun dancing but they are still terrible places. On Halloween night I went to a sorority (that I am alum in) Halloween party. We got there late enought that it had dwindled dow to very few people left. After they had convinced me to go to Sclub we waited in a line and preceeded into the crazyness that is: Freshman University Halloween Fever. Eek. Too many people there for my liking. Long Story short: Not again till my hunny is home, till then girls nights, the occasional houseparty, and a pub or two.

The truly awesome part of the weekend was the daytime hanging out with my two good friends who's apartment I inhabited all weekend. I have much love for them both. <3

I am happy...Life is good. He's gone, but even across an ocean I find comfort in his voice and words, that's all I need to remain sane. 26 weeks left.

Back to Pride and Prejudice, goodnight.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Good weekend. I had a really good weekend. On Saturday I had fire extinguisher training with my work and got to put out a fire! Which was ridiculously exciting! Then most of us went out to eat after, which was nice. Then I had a few hours to relax before having a wonderful 3 hour coffee date with my very good friend Mrs. Jackson whose husband comes back from overseas tomorrow!! Very excited for her!


On Sunday I went to Moncton and pole danced, yes, pole dancing. It. Was. A. Blast. A girl teaches it in her apartment. A friend and I drove to Moncton and met our other friend there since she had to travel a different way after visiting family. We are going to take 6 classes now, and the last class is two days before Nathan comes home for his HLTA (a break from Afghanistan for around 20 days). I’ll have that to look forward to every Sunday!

So these classes, that are actually really hard workouts, ha ha, have got me thinking of pole fashion. I'll come back to this, when I find what I'm looking for! ;)

On a sour note, I missed Mr. M’s call today. Love him.
Goodnight.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I'm Tired & Wide Awake

It's 1:30, I'm in bed, I don't want to sleep. I'm emotionally doing really good with this whole deployment thing, but I have picked up some very odd behaviours...
 - My night-owlness has hit me with a vengeance.
 - I am either too active in scheduling my time with people or I sit at home and sit with my laptop & TV.
 - Today I played a total of 5.5 hours of Fable II - an x-box 360 game I'm in love with.
 - I have severly good intentions to do things like scrapbook & work out but by the end of the day I have failed miserably.
It is now 2:30 am and I need sleep. a few keys were not working on my keyboard and I quite literally just sat here for 35 minutes fixing them - another (stupid) odd behaviour. I think haf my common sense left with Mr. M.
I need sleep - fun things happening tomorrow...
He he he.
Night.
Ps. Bought New Moon Soundtrack! Eeeeeeeee, I'm in Love.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Lazy with Lists

I had a long day today. I feel worn out and tired. I love my job very much but it can be very stressful and long when you don't have a child that is willing to listen. Plus, I got called in 3 hours early.

I'm sitting here watching the Hills- which I love but have less love for now that Lauren is gone. I appreciate it for what it is now, though. Before I began typing I was eating a chocolate bar and reading  Woman's Health Magazine. I'm trying to replace Cosmo, It's very hard. Woman's Health is also very inspiring.

Time is very odd right now. I looked at a calendar and realized it has been a week since he left tomorrow. That went by so fast - yet it went by incrediby slow since I thought more time had went by. It feels like ages ago and yesterday all at the same time.

My list (written here) is not going very well. I knew I would need nothing time for awhile, just my way of coping. I think I have had enough now, I'm feeling lazy and dissapointed at my get up and go. I want to accomplish toning a little before he gets home. I find it hard to maintain a healthy diet because of my living situation. I'm living in a house that's filled with groceries that I am very welcome to eat, but they are all random and I have no idea what to make. Or if I should eat it because she might want it.

I feel pretty comfortable in this place, but it's not my place. I dream of being completely comfortable in a home that is mine and Mr. M's! *sigh*

Goodnight.
tjayne

Friday, October 16, 2009

So it begins...

My journey through the tunnel with the light at the end of it. So far, great! Only teared up yesterday twice, but didn't bawl my eyes out. I did that after leaving the base, I drove around for a bit and cried harder than I ever have in my life and made a point of pulling over and giving one good scream - since I figured at 11:30 at night no one would hear. By the time I got home I was ready to curl up and sleep, but I did not, I stayed awake doing random cmputer things till three in the morning. That's just what I felt like doing.
I recieved my first call from him last night at midnight - it was wonderful. In all the choppyness and akwardness of this first phone call was his happy little voice that has stopped my tears and made me giggle for the past two and a half years. It made breath a little lighter and I will try and hold on tight to this feeling until the next call.

Yesterday - October 15th, 2009, was our Two and a Half years together. 30 Months of good & bad times, memories, moments, love, tears, secrets, inside jokes, laughter, tickling, kisses, and cuddling. I can't wait for him to get back, so we can continue on our adventure.


Going home for the weekend - won't hear from me for a couple days!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

He's gone...

I'm sitting in my room in the house I'm staying in till he gets back and I'm hoping it goes by fast. I'm very impatient for life with him to start, all the better for me to appreciate he hell out of it when he returns. Right now I feel empty, excited, sad, and relieved.

I have officially started to concentrate on me for a little bit - with this comes the list...which I said I wold write for all the world to see (written here) so it would help me to stay motivated. Here it goes:

The Deployment List
  -Excersise, feel good about my body again
  -Get back into scrapbooking
  -Friends!
  -Try rockclimbing!
  -Journal -so I don't go crazy.
  -Focus on the light at the end of the tunnel - Him being back, living together, and this (hopefully)not happening again.
  -Care packages for my babe!

I have a  really intense need to call him or text him - Probably because I can't. I fel so emotionally drained from this We spent last night in a hotel , since we don't have our own place, and it was a good night - even though I cried several times.

I love him so much, my best friend is gone. 
But he'll be back in two months for his halfway leave...Not too far away.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Turkey, Talking & Tans

Thanksgiving weekend went by quite smoothly. Mr. M and I visited with my family and moved me into another room in another home with another wife. It's a bigger room than the last one, and she has every room in this house decorated amazingly, including this one.
Last night Mr. M I were both feeling the exact same way at the same time. This hasn't happened in a long time because of the deployment. It was the "I want everyone to just go away so we can both hold on to each other and just be." I'm so anxious. Our talks together consist mainly of when he comes back, since if we talked about what is happening tomorrow I would just never stop crying. I'm trying my best to be strong for him but lately we could be talking about what we are going to have for dinner and I'll start crying. Just for a couple minutes, then I'm fine.
He went to work this morning in his tans, which made me feel sickish and unable to sleep. I'll be ok, after the next two days are over. This is the hardest part.


Work now.
T Jayne

Saturday, October 10, 2009

4 Days

So, I'm still in a somewhat of a denial towards the impending doom of deployment. I know it's coming, just not in the amount of days the title of this post indicates. I have so much to do before then. Sigh. Here is a list, just because I like lists:
-Pack
-Visit Family
-Time with him

I realize there are only three things, however, they are big important things. So there.

In regards to the impending doom - went out last night as a sendoff thing for the boys. Wasn't terrible actually, but that was mostly because I barely drank, while my significant other was somewhat of a lush and was tanked faster than you can say "pre-deployment anxiety". The toilet was indeed his friend by the end of the night, but no fights occurred - other than me getting slightly annoyed at the continuous drinking when I had asked him to slow it down, no harm done, though.

Blog Interrupted By:
MILITARY GIRLFRIEND RANT
I HATE MRS. ANNOYED AT DEPLOYMENT

Sometimes, I wish as a girl, we didn't experience so many odd, ridiculous, unusable feelings. They are just there and they interrupt everyday life with no regard for manners. For instance - Girlfriend says: "Talk to me, babe." Boyfriend says: "What about?" Then the crazy feelings leaps out of nowhere and say: "I don't know, just anything, you always just want to talk about movies to download to watch while you are overseas, you don't even talk to me anymore. I just want to talk, you are leaving soon and we just never talk anymore." Then you have Mrs. Confusing Sentences, Mrs. Cranky and Mrs. Annoyed At Deployment just blatantly sitting on your lap on display for the whole world to see, including poor clueless boyfriend. So, then you have to take a minute to push Mrs. Confusing Sentences, Mrs. Cranky and Mrs. Annoyed At Deployment onto the floor and then apologize to poor clueless boyfriend. All the while trying to ignore Mrs. Annoyed At Mrs. Annoyed At Deployment who is trying to climb into your lap.
THE END.

So, I need to get back to trying to pack and getting ready to go to my friend Trin's birthday dinner at a local pub tonight. Should be fun! She is a very good friend of mine who is a military fiance. Her man is going over with mine, so we are going through this together - you can read her thoughts on life.army.love.

Anyway, back to my life in the real world.
tjayne

Friday, October 9, 2009

5 Days

I can't even ignore the countdown anymore, it's right there, and anyone that knows simple math could figure it out. When I'm not with him I'm fine, but when I am, it takes two seconds for an emotion to turn on and off. It's getting hard to determine which feelings are of normal cause and which are Afghanistan caused.
That's all for now.

Friday, October 2, 2009

September 30th - Birthday Day

   I did not do a birthday post yesterday, but it was in fact a 20 something birthday that I had. The day began with my Mom making the 45 minute drive to my place of living to take me out to breakfast and give me this (picture) fabulous cardigan from Aeropostale which she picked up in Bangor. My Mom is so awesome. After that I went to work where a few little ones wished me a happy birthday. Then to get ready for a small dinner with my fav girlies. While I was getting ready I had some time to reflect on my age - I realized I was trying to speed time up. Lately, I feel so young. I wonder why I'm still in this stage of my life where I feel I know nothing. I've graduated, I have a good job, I'm in a long term relationship, yet it feels like I just got out of high school, to be honest. I have a good balance of friends, married, engaged, girlfriend, and single gals. The military part of my life seems to rule though. I'll get back to this later, on with my birthday day.
One of my friends drove me to the pub in town where we sat down for drinks and appetizers, while waiting for my other gals to show. Four of my wonderful friends showed up. Good times were had.

Blog Interrupted By MILITARY GIRLFRIEND RANT -
I HATE THE PHONE
Mr. M just called, and though it was a pleasant phone conversation with little tension and lots of positivity it was a mere 6:27 long. How is that even fulfilling? HE always calls me right before bed or right before he goes to do something when he is away, therefore avoiding all possibility of more than 10 minutes of conversation. This can be a good thing as it also avoids my ranting and/or stupid fights. I should get used to the short conversations since in less then two weeks there will be no more texting or calling, as well as limited phone calls. Ok. 

THE END.

Three of us stayed in order to keep having a good time and though I only had two beer, the breath of fresh air I was feeling at that moment since I was not stumbling around trying to locate my friends in a bar was more satisfying than the aforementioned beer. Here comes the best part, and not becuase of the free drink either. The waiter brought us three our drinks we had ordered at the beginning, saying the guy at the bar had got them for us. I for one was stunned at the fact that even though I was sitting at a table, minding my own damn business, trying to have a good time with two of my best, a stupid boy had to stick his nose in. Couple minutes later said boy and friend ask to sit down at the table with us. Trin and I both look at Mrs. Jackson, since she is the married one, and the boys quickly state they are here for the band and aren't looking to cause trouble. So, we let them sit, what harmcould come from that? Not ten minutes later - So, how about some shots ladies? No thank you, we were just leaving now. We're out of there! The totally Ironic part was - they all had the same trade as Mrs. Jackson's husband, Trin's Fiance, and my boyfriend. Life lesson: All we can attract are military boys.Anyway, home and bed early for me, and I was so very glad.

Back to the military part of my life ruling - in that part of my life everyone is either engaged or married and I feel like the only one who isn't. I'm not complaining, Mr. M and I are in a good long term, happy relationship. It's hard being the "Girlfriend" in a group sometimes. Feels like you didn't make it in the super exclusive club. I know it's coming though, I'm just impatient, you know how it is.

Anyway - Night Night
TJayne

Ps. This was posted the morning after I wrote it - due to circumstances beyond my control.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Numbers

 So, I would be in bed but it's covered. Clothes, books, and various hair products are covering my bed in my attempts to clean. The fact is: I clean at night. Which is such an annoying habit. I feel most like cleaning late, late at night, but I'm tired, so I always end up cleaning half my room then grow tired enough that I dump everything from my bed onto my floor. It's just stupid really.  I shall blog then finish the clean/fail at cleaning process. Perhaps try daytime cleaning tomorrow?

  Since this is a blog that focuses on my riveting life I do have to talk about my life as a military girlfriend. I try to stay away from the topic since people don't generally like to hear me complain but it's a part of me, so deal with it. 16 Days. 2 more weekends. 11 days with him. 2 Weeks. However you want to put it, it's really damn soon. Then a possible 55 days till his break. 20 Days of his break. 4 and a half months until he comes home after that. 8 Months until we move in together. My head is overloaded with dates, countdowns, and possible time lines. I can't wait for life to be normal again.

  I want this dress sooooo badly from American Apparel. I love love love it.



I'm a huge fan of Audrey Hepburn, and I found a quote that I love so much by her, thought I'd share it:

"Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!"

That is about all I can handle of blogging. Night Night.
Love, T. Jayne

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Akward Events

This is in response to my wonderful friend's new blog. I love you.
She decided I wasn't blogging enough, or at all lately (sorry!), so she decided to prove how quick and easy it is to blog by making her own. Well, I would have time to if I sneaked away with my laptop and beer while my friends were all in the living room. Sneaky, Sneaky girl.
This is all I can write as I have to get ready for a dinner with a couple a may housesit for. PLEASE LET IT ACTUALLY HAPPEN. Come on life, give me a break.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Night Owl - Whooo, Whoo

Me.
I'm the night owl. In my night owl-ness I have completely changed this around. I like it, not as pretty as I'm used to, but my Photoshop is on my laptop, so I used plain old Picnik. Also in owl mode I discovered this really random website with tons of articles/pictures/tutorials on it. I found two really cool pictures I want to put in a frame when I finally have a place of my own, or shared...

I think they are amazing. Here's the website: http://royaltutorial.com/ Enjoy!
Considering it's almost 2 in the morning I should really, really get to bed. This is an awfully short post but I had to celebrate my new look! ;) Now to sleep so I have plenty of energy for the 3/4s tomorrow. Fifteen children running around you is slightly exausting.

SHOUTOUT to PlaidGuru & m. This is all your fault. <3 
Goodnight - Yay Fall!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Why Not?


So, I had previously stated that I would not be "blogging", but every time I log on to this website I feel the need to write something. I have decided to start. I am by no means a "writer" or anything, but I do love to write.
I'm going to focus mainly on pop culture, fashion, and living the life of an army girlfriend. I'm just your average 20 something, trying my best to get on the job track and deal with my boyfriend's first tour to Afghanistan. I have graduated from a local college with a Youth and Childcare diploma but I want to do more than just take care of children. I haven't found the passion in my job I want yet. I love children, but I feel I'm meant for something different. Life is complicated like that.

I have been dating the love of my life for 2 and a half years and in October we're going to have our first tour together...36 days from now. It'll be for a total of 7 months. I'm focused on when he gets back.
While he's away there are things I want to accomplish - but that list will appear after he leaves. If I write it down on here and people read it it'll definitely keep me motivated. So, I'll need lots of readers..Please & Thank You.
It's September - so I have to wave goodbye to summer - it's starting to get chilly.

L8ta.

Out on the lake - my favorite place in the world.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Not a Blogger.

No really. I just joined this to comment on my friend m. It took great sacrifice to join a blog. I hope she knows that.