Thursday, March 24, 2011

From now on... Thursday is Lettter Day!

Every Thursday I plan on writing a letter to someone. Maybe if you comment enough it'll be you! I know, you could cry your just so excited.

Dear Robbler,

I heart you. I miss you. You dollfaced tissue.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Wednesday Morning Thoughts

I am a huge fan of Wednesday Mornings. I don't know why but Monday and Tuesday feel so very far away from the weekend, enter Wednesday. The middle child of the weekdays, who tells me it's now very close to the weekend. Sigh. I heart Wednesday.

Last weekend was a very relaxing yet productive weekend. I got re-qualified on Saturday in First Aid training, then went to a friend's Birthday party that night. Sunday Mr. M and I ventured into the city and walked around downtown. I love all the shops down there, I find them very inspiring. We made a spur of the moment decision and I bought a trellis desk which I have been eyeing for about a year! I am typing on it as we speak.

 Isn't it so pretty, I love it!
Taken from my cell, so terrible quality.

Clearly I need something more comfortable then that stool to sit on, but I haven't found quite the right sitting thing yet.

I have some housewife news! I have been doing the dishes lately! I know right?! As well, I have cooked supper for the past three nights. I feel so proud.

I need to go to work but I am going to try and post again tonight!


Thursday, March 17, 2011

Happy St. I havearealjobnowandcan'tdrink Day!

So, I'm a grown up now?
I went to work from 10 to 5 then a food safety course ( I make the children's snacks and prepare lunches for about 3 hours in total a day) from 6:30 to 9:30. Then came home and cleaned up a bit.
I am dissapointed in the fact I did nothing. Well, I had a glass of wine and went on twitter. That's definitely not nothing - and will also explain any grammatical or spelling errors in this post. Please forgive me.

As you know, or don't but will now, I ordered my pole finally! It arrived about 2 weeks ago and I have been practising like mad. I love it. I missed it so much, it's such amazing exercise since it works muscles throughout your entire body. Plus it makes you feel incredibly sexy, even if you don't get it for those purposes. My pole spins too, which is super fun! You can unlock it and lock it. I bought mine from: X-Pole Not to advertise for them or anything, but just a good safe pole.

Some serious business. I need some work. Some mental work. I am trying to make myself focus on me for awhile. It's not Mr. M and I. After all we have been through in the last year we are better than ever! Which is lovely, but I feel not quite right about myself. I have a lot of old issues and new issues I am having trouble dealing with. Slowly I am figuring out what they are and what I should do with them. The largest one is self-esteem, and second is jealousy. If someone says something to me I find hurtful I think about it for days and vow to fix myself. Meanwhile, if there are girls around that are prettier than me my self-esteem dips plus I go through a whole thing in my head of how Mr. M probably thinks they are so much prettier than me and wished I looked a certain way. We have been together 4 years and I should NOT feel this way anymore... but I do. That is stupid.

I just want to be as confident as everything thinks I am. Is that too much to ask?

That is quite a load of honesty. I'm contemplating posting anyone can read this and I prefer certain people not to know my weaknesses. I will post this though because -

N-n-now that that don't kill me, Can only make me stronger
Oh Kanye, you'd know alllllll about that wouldn't you?

Aren't you so excited you can rock out now, after all that negativity? Me too, me too.

Well, it's 1:30 am somehow. I should probably try to go sleep.
Much love to you bloggers, thanks for "listening"

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

30 Photos - Part 1

My friend M over at the grownup diaries is doing 30 photos in three parts. I decided I should too.

1. Someone you spend a lot of time with...

Friday, March 4, 2011

Delivery for Tmo!

If you do not know what I am talking about, I mentioned it wayyyyy back when, right here.
And now I have decided to buy one!
A pole.
No, I am not a stripper or anything along the lines of. So, shut your mouth.
It's so much fun and a full body workout. I am pumped to put it up, but alas, work.

Also, a new fav hobby of mine, Snowmobiling! Yes, I am from Canada.

Lots of love,