Thursday, April 29, 2010

hiatus for a tiny bit!

I will not be blogging for a little bit as... I AM MOVING! YESSSSSSSSS. PMQ IN THE AM MOFOS!
I'm a tinsy tiny bit excited. I have to go finish packing now.
LOVE to you bloggers.
Ps. Roro, the updates on my life will continue, promise, but where are your updates?

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Diving Pictures

Sandy Cove

last dive, all together

Saturday, April 24, 2010

A whole new wooooorllllld. 16ft.

Hello blogger world. Today I visited a whole new world called "open water diving in the ocean" Oh My God. It was amazing, damn cold, but amazing. Your face feels like little needles are pricking you, it's that cold. Once I actually started swimming out a little I was so distracted by the little hermit crabs, fish, moving seaweed. Everything was super neat! It's hard to even explain.

We arrived at about 9:30 then began to get ready. We had to do weight checks to see if we had enough weight to get us down. I was good, but a few people had to add more weight, so we ended up having to go back in to warm up for a bit. Then Amy and I went out for our first open water dive! It was pretty awesome down there. Back up to the surface for an hour and  half to let the nitrogen ebb out of our bodies a bit and warm up.

Back down for the second dive with 4 of us this time, Amy, Dan, Dave, and I. It was pretty sweet, bit cold the second time, had some trouble with boyouncy on the way back up, but nothing too difficult to handle.

Back home to shower, then out to the split crow for some food and a well deserved Keiths! Two more dives tomorrow so I gotta get to bed!

Goodnight bloggers, love!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Breath in, breath out, breath i - OMG a fridge!!

I have a happy post now. I own a fridge! Going to pick it up on the 30th, for 200.00, down from 250.00. I haggled damnit. I am wonderwoman. Also, Checkout Dive this weekend! Oh hell yes, I feel good about myself again. I will go from this:
To this:

I am pumped, to say the least.

Going wayyyy back to this post in which I write out a list of things I want to accomplish while he is gone. Here it is -

The Deployment List

-Excersise, feel good about my body again *Check, getting back into it in May fulltime.
-Get back into scrapbooking * Only a little, there is no room in people's places, I feel in the way when I do.
-Friends! * Check! Jo's on weekends, still staying in touch with others!
-Try rockclimbing! * Check, got my lead course in it.
-Journal -so I don't go crazy. * Check, almost every night.
-Focus on the light at the end of the tunnel - Him being back, living together, and this (hopefully)not happening again. * Check, it's s close.
-Care packages for my babe! * Only one :( I hope it gets to him on time!!

I did all that, but I also did:

-Scuba Dive Course
-Pole Dancing classes
-Made memories with friends
-Gained some close friendships, some best friends that I hope to surround myself with aways, in some way!
-Began part time modeling
-Went to see an old Bff and a concert of a band I love.
-2 Bacheloette parties!
-Visited my family
-Celebrated mine and Mr. M's 3 year anniversary of being boyfriend and girlfriend.
-Had many breakfasts at our local fav
-Spent many weekends with two of my favs
-Moved out of a home I had so desperately moved into, into a newly married couple's pmq
-Finding appliances and getting ready to move into pmq on April 30th, 2010! 6 Days!
-BEEN POSITIVE, which I think is my biggest accomplishment.
-Booked a trip to Jamaica for the beau and I

This is one of those pinnacle times in my life where I am truly proud of myself. I feel great about what I am doing in my life. Sure there are speedbumps, but they are just bumps. Not giant craters in the road. I feel content. When my beau gets home I shall reach a new stage of happiness.

Cloud 10.

Goonight Bloggers, I love you.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Sigh. I don't usually have days lately where I sit and do nothing. Today I worked from 8 til 12:30, then...nothing. I did absolutely nothing all day. Scratch that, I called to get house insurance, then did nothing all day. It's odd because I didn't like it, which I usually love to sit and do nothing. Lately I'm anxious, I have a lot to do so I shouldn't of just sat and did nothing. Barrrrrg. Also, I'll tell you a secret...I cried today. I couldn't tell you the last time I cried. My boyfriend's in Afghanistan and I can't tell you the last time I've cried, I have got to be the weirdest person I know. I just don't let myself. I'm too busy to cry. I have a headache too and I feel sick, I should really go to bed.

Ohohohoh! First - I recently went to a Hedley concert and visited my bff in Halifax! It was an amazing weekend and definitely something I needed! I bought the dress I think I'm going to wear when Mr. M comes home, which is incredibly soon! I bought a print of a painting of the Harbour for our bathroom too!
PMQ in 8 days! I am so excited, and I wasn't too stressed until today. I am having trouble finding a fridge and a stove, I'm not super worried yet though. I will survive, I've made it this far.

My mom recently wrote me a sort of scared me I guess. She talks about money issues
and how I need to be independant. How she's worried about what happened last time Mr. M and I moved in together...we broke up, but got back together a month later. It's different this time though, we are older, wiser, more mature in our arguments. Everyone fights about money, it's how you go about the fighting that matters. Ug. I need sleep.

This was a lot of complaining, I am sorry. I need sleep and a good day tomorrow then I'll give this blog a happy post.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

My friend RoRo recently posted a countdown post. I happen to be an uber fan of countdowns right now, I was tentivly counting down before, but now I have so many! An excert from a message to Mr. Miller:
"Love you!!! 9 days till 3 years! :)

18 days till I'm a certified diver!!!!!!

23 days till pmq!!!!!!!!!!
47ish days till you see my pretty face!!!!!!!!!!"
I have many more though. I am so busy. Here is my timeline:
This weekend - Ball
16th to 18th - Hedley Concert in Hali!
24th to 23rd - Checkout Dive weekend in Hali.
30th to 1st - PMQ bungalo!!! MOVING ON UP!
8th & 9th of May - Jo's place/Moncton to outlet stores?
15th May - Shoot (modeling)
22nd & 23rd - last weekend before he's home/Jo's/ getting pmq home-e!
 AND for all the rest of April Tuesday and Thursday are dive classes, I also need to pack, go to gym, work, and find appliances! Oh my goodness. Hahahaha! I AM busy. It's good though!
I had a wonderful Easter, hope you did too!\More laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Love to you Bloggers,