Engagement Photo Love

Got these done by the lovely Trina Broomfield of Studio Edge Photography 

I love them so much!

&

I love him so much. 

I made them smaller so I didn't have so much loading time on a whole bunch of pictures. T-he. 

Also, This is only a few of my favs, there are more lovelies!

Our Reception Site! Eeeeee!

Can't believe I'm getting married this year.

I'll put more up soon...

Much love,

Tmo

xo

Regret & Acceptance

Life has a way of telling you to slow down in small ways, as in, stop and smell the flowers. Then sometimes life, or whatever you believe in, decides to throw a big event in every now an again to stop you in your tracks and think. Take stock of your daily grind. Are you doing what you want? Do you spend enough time with those you love and who love you? Have you been running through your life in order to get to the next event?

A friend passed away after a car accident a couple days ago, she was 25, bright, beautiful & genuine. She was my big sister in the sorority I am a part of. It is over 4 years since I've seen her last but we had talked on Facebook from time to time in order to catch up. I regret not doing that more.

I cried when I found out, which isn't surprising, as I'm an emotional person. What was surprising was how much I have thought about my whole life in the following days. I'm happy, but I still have so much I want to accomplish...

It's scary to think our lives can end so quickly. It is weighing on my mind, the way I process things is very slow. It takes me time to "get over" things, accept, move past, let go of, you know?

I have a lot of happy things happening in my life soon. I need to remember to be grateful of them and truly experience them to the fullest. Use this dark life event to appreciate my sunny ones.

Much love,

Tmo

xo

Christmas

Merry Christmas blogger world! 
It has been a fabulous year for me, and I hope for you too!
See you in the new year!
Much Love,
Tmo
xo


Ps. I'll post photos in early January of the loverly present (that I have dreamed about for 2 years!) from my Mom and Stepdad! 

Christmas Happiness

I have a sincere and deep love for the Alabama Christmas CD. Don't judge.

My childhood flashes before my eyes when I hear the songs from their CD. I love Christmas so much. I need to decorate though and haven't found the time to do it. I bought the cutest little reindeer holding a sign in NS this past weekend. I'll post a picture soon. That is sitting out on my step. We also managed to buy some presents too, can't wait to wrap those up! 

Well, I must go get ready for class. Super busy with planning the school christmas party for this Friday. 

Much Christmas Love,

Tmo xo

Bitch please.

I have a huge dislike for the girls who think they know what being an army wife is all about as well as dating one "army guy" and thinking they are all like that. I also hate that term, but it comes with the territory. If you date a guy employed by the military for a couple months you automatically think you know how hard it is, how much you guys have been through together, how you have supported him through so much. GET A CLUE. I have been with Mr. M for almost 5 years and I still learn something new every week about what it's like to live in this kind of lifestyle. We aren't even married yet for heaven's sake. I stand by him through thick and thin and he bends over backwards for me. When you love someone it doesn't matter what their job is. If you care enough to stick by them no matter what, and that goes both ways, then you are golden. Relationships are hard no matter what kind of career you have. 

Ug. Ok. End Rant. 

Back to School

Good Afternoon world, 

I am still here, just busy beyond anything I've known in the past 2 years. Taking two years off and going back to school has definitely thrown me for a loop. I am getting used to it though. I really missed school life. Working at a daycare has it's recitative moments and it's nice to be doing something different. I like doing homework too now, which is weird. Life plan A is slowly coming into effect.

I am taking Event & Promotions Management at school and really loving it. I should have been doing this so long ago. We are planning the school holiday party and it's stressful, but a good kind of stress. 

My home life is coming along, I am getting better at managing to keep the house clean. Which is a huge accomplishment on my part. HUGE.

The bod and I are still at odds, still skinny-ish, just not toned and happy. My schedule doesn't allow for much working out time. I'll get there though.

Wedding planning makes me so happy, but more stressed by the day. Time is going fast, this is good, and scary. We took our engagement pics the other day, can't wait to see them! I'll post a couple here as well. 

I don't have much more to say. 

That's too bad, isn't it?

I'll write again soon. 

Much love,

Tmo

Still alive!
Just super busy. I start school on October 3rd, wedding planning, work, and a small social life are all consuming right now.
I will post soon, I have some wedding tidbits and a story or two.

Much love,

Tmo

Anne of Green Gables, Older Men, & Life Changes!

 I am watching Anne of Green Gables - The Sequel. Omg...Mr. Harris. What a handsome older gentle men. Cut scene to Gil - saying "Don't forget me." and handing her a note in the pouring rain and her rushing to the train to see him off! How could that not give you butterflies?! It makes my heart melt. Then Mr. Harris and Anne fighting in the snowfall and him asking her to marry him and he's in love with her. I'm a sucker for romantics. Especially in old things like movies, books, and TV.

Mr. M indulges in my romantics by leaving notes and saying things that make my heart melt. I am looking forward to growing old with him more than ever...he just loves me so much. I love him especially beacuse he loves me just the way I am.

I realize I haven't updated in a long while, but I was in fact one VACAY then just darn too busy. I feel badly beacause I promised I would update more but alas I have failed.

Pinterest has been catching all my attention! I will give you an invite if you like!

I have been to 5 weddings this summer and one more in October and with each passing one I get more excited about Mr. M and I!! Eeeeeee.

I neeeeeed to concentrate one Anne and cleaning since my Little Sis comes tomorrow night for a sleepover! <3 Yay!

Much Love,

Tmo

Summer Vacation

As of 11:45 am today I was done work and on vacation! I have about 2 weeks of cottages, relaxing, dirtbikes, swimming, and shenanigans. A friends wedding is thrown in there too. Oh, and seeing the fiancee's brother's girlfriend from Newfie Land too! So. Much. To. Do. I love it though. I always look forward to my time off in the summer. I have a great job when it comes to that as well. I'm going to live it up now, while I don't have a serious career or a family!

In other news, I'm getting slightly bored with my red locks. Miss Lauren Conrad had a sweet do on twitter the other day that is non-permanent and SO very fun looking! I wonder how I would do it with red har? I wouldn't want it to look trashy!

Anyone have any ideas about this? Think I could pull it off?

Probably won't be updating too much over the newxt couple weeks, definitely try to post some pics through my phone to keep you guys updated!

So much love, Tmo

xo

Wedding Dress Shopping

What an amazing experience! I had such a wonderful day yesterday with my Mom, Lil Sis, and my Aunt Kim. Everything was just as I had imagined it would be. I even cried when I found my dress, just minutes after saying "Aren't I supposed to just know?" I had a hard time at first because all the dresses were so pretty! The dress picked me in the end as my mom had asked me to try it on and I didn't think I would like it. It's also completely different from what I imagined I would wear. I'm in love. So, we then went down the street to Tim's for some coffee and decisions. I was still shaking and super happy and promptly decided that that dress kicked every other dresses' ass. ;) So we went back and tried it on with veils and such. I then said "yes to the dress" and bought it! I proudly paid for it all on my own! I've been saving. My dear little mommy bought my headpeice. I'm not going to post any pictures of my dress because I want it to remain a secret. It's special, and it shall remain that way until the big day on August 4th, 2012.

My mommy realizing I'm getting married.

Peek! This is the shop I bought the dress in!

My Sis & Mom

I'm so filled with romance and happy thoughts right now.
Ah, me. *sigh*

Two more shifts then Wednesday I drive down to see my babe! He's with his fam right now at his hometown. So excited to start my vacation!

Much Love Bloggers,

Tmo

xo

Accomplishments & Dresses

As I stated in this post I have my top 5 goals that I am trying to complete.

I have one of them begun - I got accepted to Center for Arts and Technology! I am going to be taking Events & Promotions Management and I am so excited. I have oodles of people say that it's perfect for me. While I'm not sure if it's perfect I do know I have a passion for planning things like parties and events through highschool and into my college years. I love entertaining friends and family.

SHOUT OUT to RORO who is joining me there! Whoop!

Another goal is taming my green monster. That is coming along. I had a difficult time last weekend, but I managed to control myself, ha ha. I have definitely made strides, especially since I have been working out and feeling pretty damn great about myself.

We attended a lovely wedding of an old friend last weekend in Cape Breton! That place is absolutely gorgeous!! You you ever have the chace to go go! We stayed there 4 days and I have never drank so much in my life. It was great fun and extremely relaxing. I could do what I want when I wanted, and I got to dress up, which I love.

On a completely different note - song I LOVE right now -

Foster and The People - Pumped Up Kicks

Tomorrow I am going wedding dress shopping for the first time and I am SO excited! We have been engaged for a little more than a year and I've been waiting for what feels like forever to try on the dress, to end all dresses, a girl wears in her lifetime. Sigh.

I don't really have much to say, Mr. M is gone right now, so I'm watching a silly chick flick called The Romantics. I made myself steak tonight. It was delicious. I am quite proud since I have never cooked it before. Props to Tmo.

Well, back to my movie. I'll write tomorrow night about my bridal shopping experience! <3

Much love bloggers.

Tmo

xo

Oh. M. G. - The Goal List

I feeeeeeel GREEEEAT!

I have been doing the work I promised myself I would start doing on myself and I am feeling MUCH better about the 'ol T-mo. I like her.

I am going to write these down so ya'll can hound me about doing them. Bahaha... no really.

Goal Numba 1 - Tighten it all up!

Goal Numba 2 - Accept and work on my jealous rage. (May be being a bit over dramatic on this one. It's not like I turn green and grow fangs...right?)

Goal Numba 3 - Go back to school. (and do something I should have been doing all along according to family and friends!) Cross your fingers for me. *wink*

Goal Number 4 - Have an amazing summer, full of shenanigans and love with my man and lady friends.

Goal number 5 - Work on cleaning my house. I am little more than terrible at it.

These are the top 5 poeple, think I can do it? On a couple I'm halfway through completing them.

So, I've laid it all out on the table. BAM.

On to my current social outings. I'm a huge socialite...uh no, ha ha. Recently went to the big beach about an hour and a half away from where I live. Parlee Beach, had too much and got a tan, sort of. I don't tan very well. I'm a white guuurl to the max.

Mr. M's idea of building a sandcastle.

Watched the hockey game last night at a friends since Mr. M is away, and that was a blast. Tonight I'm heading to the big Annual General meeting for my workplace, free food and really boring talks about money. It balances out. We also have a chance to win prizes. I got a coupon for a 50$ massage last year!

Friday night I'm going to a Bachelorette party for 3 ladies, 2 of them I know. Getting picked up in limo, so that should be pretty sweet.

Then Saturday going to my little sis's Grad party, second one. (divorced parents ftw.) Finally, Sunday supposed to go shopping in Bangor for a couple dresses to wear to the 4 weddings I have coming up. Already attended 1. So many this year. I suppose everyone I know is hitting that age.

Little Sis at Mom's grad party for her. So proud!

Almost have the decor booked for my wedding! Getting pretty excited. We'll hit the 1 year countdown soon. Eeeeee. Ha ha.

Ok, have to get ready for work plus bring dress and makeup to change into so I can drive straight to the hotel after work to get to AGM!

Have a beautiful day bloggers.

Much Love,

Tmo

I need to liven this place up a bit.

Pretty white isn't it?

I'll work on it.

Going through a rough time right now. I'll post soon.

Plus, I did not post on Wednesday Morning, on the other hand I worked at 6:45am.

Much love bloggers,

Tmo

Detailed Life Postage & Ellen

I know, I know. I said I would post last night.

However, life got in the way of that. I had to make a card and cheesecake dessert for my work. Today is my last day of the fulltime kitchen shift I had taken over for another woman. She had to have surgery so I volunteered to fill in for a few months. I worked 10 to 5 and did allllll the laundry, baking, snacks, lunch heating and serving for the 2's and 3/4's, dishes, and breaks/lunches for the staff. Very stressful. I was worried I would not be able to handle it since I had taken on a difficult position in September and opted out of it in October because of the stress. This time I did amazing. I am truly proud of myself.

Mr. M and I have made a few leaps and bounds lately after I realized I was in fact the problem. I don't like admitting when I am wrong and sometimes seek out fights which are not helpful in a relationship. I enjoy drama and get bored easily whithin a relationship. I choose not to accept Mr. M for who he is and try and change him when I haven't changed hair. These are all things I realized over the weekend. Does this make me a terrible person in Mr. M's eyes? No. He loves me deeply and wants needs me to be happy. So, instead of concentrating on these things I have chosen to be happy and admit when I'm wrong ( even when I know I'm right) because Mr. M is something I never want to lose. He's my best friend and I love him very much.

Ok, enough sap and honesty. Yuck. That was mainly for my friend T-pain. How's that for detailed life postage. tmi. lmao.

I am going to my first of 5 weddings (so far) this summer, on Saturday. Mr. M's cousin is getting married. We were invited but not his mother, which is akward. I am excited though! I absolutely adore weddings, plus I need some focus on mine and it's easy to see little details that I haven't thought of by going to a real wedding, ha ha! So It's off to N.S. this long weekend for us!

So, I've covered job, love, weekend plans, hmmm.

I need to post pictures of my house, but we are going to paint soon, so I will wait. We were not going to paint but now we are since we'll be here for longer than we thought. The army doesn't like our "Life Plan A" so on to B.

I miss friends, I need some major girly time. Hopefully next weekend my plans to go dancing follow through. I just wanna dance. I'm really feeling the shopping cart move right now.

There are just so many to choose from.

ps. peek at one of my photos from my Maine shoot...

Well, I must get ready for work.

Love to you blog world,

Tmo

Detailed Life Postage

Well, my life is boring to say the least. Ha ha. Probably not very good for blogging.

Mr. M and I are great! We have made some leaps and bounds lately and have had a wonderful 4 days. 

Wednesday Morning Thoughts n.8

Hi!

SUPA FAST POST

I love this song. <3

I will post tonight, cross my heart.

Tmo

Wednesday Morning Thoughts n.7

I am typing on the smallest laptop ever. aka the reason I have not been blogging. Our charger stopped working for the big laptop so now I am using a tiny slow one that has been to Afghanistan and back. I still find sand after I finish with it. Ug.

My life is pretty much the same. I had a sick day yesterday from work, still don't feel totally up to par but what can you do?

Watched Thor over the weekend with some friends and then went to Harvey for the annual Mother's Day brunch in my family.

Ok, have to get ready for work now!

I promise I'll start posting better soon.

Love, Tmo

Wednesday Morning Thoughts n. 6

I have to go to work. I have no time to write this post.

Tonight after work I have a shoot, which I am very excited about.

This is the lamest post I have ever written I think.

Must distract you from lame post...

Hmmm.

MUSIC VIDEO TIME!

This video freaks me out a litte.

Tmo

Maine, Modeling, & Mail

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

So, I really would like to change my layout and url and all that business. HOWEVER, time will just not allow it! Hopefully tonight I'll begin some changes. They are coming, just very very very s l o w l y...

I feel f-in fantastic! My weekend was so perfect for my ego and feeling good about myself! On Friday night we had a couple over to watch Due Date and just hang out. Absolutely a good time. Saturday brought cleaning and packing then off to my Mama's house for the night. Up early on Sunday to travel to Milbridge, Maine! Only had a little trouble at the border seeing as how I didn't know modeling was a trade and you're not really supposed to get paid for it while traveling between Canada and USA. *The more you know*

Anyway, it was all fine and well so my hunny went on to the Photog's house, Michelle! She was fantastic and so was the MUA(Make Up Artist)/Hairstylist Lindsay Parks. After getting fitted in the swimsuit (that she makes, she is starting to design her line), Mr. M and I looked around the town for awhile to give her time to do some minor touchups. We ate and walked around town. It was mostly closed until later in May, very much a summer town.

We got back to her house and begun the journey fron Eastport to Milbridge where I would be posing beside a sculpture! It was a new experience for me to have all that done and to also travel so far to a location to shoot. I absolutely loved it though and I hope I can do it again soon! Except next time I won't leave my whole makeup bag there.

So she'll be mailing me the swimsuit I posed in along with my makeup bag and I hope to get some pictures soon to show you guys!

Mr. M and I would also love to go back to Eastport! Has a huge 3 storey scuba dive building. Would definitely love to go check it out this summer.

Tomorrow I am shooting with my friend Trina Edge for a sexy music themed shoot! Pumped! I really enjoy a shoot when I get to work with those that helped me get started in all this business. I have much love for them.

We got a census in the mail today. I have never done one before. Help me?

I need to go to work now! (Sorry for the rushed post <3 )

Much love, Tmo

Wednesday Morning Thoughts n.5

Happy Belated Easter! (Can I say that?)
I had an absolutely wonderful long weekend! Thursday night I went out to a popular pub with my hunny and some friends. Friday I traveled to Moncton with Mr. M to have a little getaway overnight. Then Saturday and on we went to my Fam's place in my hometown. Lots of turkey and chocolate. MMMmmmmm!

Although, not so good for my swimsuit photoshoot coming up on Saturday in Maine. I am pumped!

I'm so very not pumped about the awful construction going on right outside my front window. They are building a new wheelchair accesible pmq. Which is a good thing, but a bad noise annoyance.

I've come to realize that I probably should start going into hardcore wedding planning mode. There is a lot to get done. I have reception area, church, and photographer. Need dj soon then working on making the invitations/everything else.

Ps. This is a lame post but I am on sort of a hiatus, plus I'm running late for work. Again.

Oh dear.

Off to work I go.

Love,

Tmo

Wednesday Thoughts n. 4

I seem to have no internet and do not wish to type out full posts on my phone. Should be back by Friday!
Miss you blog world!
Keep thinking of BLOG NAMES for me.
Please and thank you.
Tmo
Ps. Gus is my cat. Be in awe of his lazyness.

Just a heads Up!

I will be changing my URL soon! I feel that I am more than just a "20 something in love" I haven't figured out to what yet, but I'll let you know. I will probably lose some followers. Hopefully you'll be able to find your way back to me. <3

If anyone has any ideas for a name that would be uber helpful. I have some but nothing amazing quite yet.

Love,

Tmo



Wednesday Morning Thoughts n. 3

This is going to have to be FAST like the wind bullseye!

I have to go to work very soon, but since I began to put numbers beside Wednesday morning thoughts, I feel committed to posting on Wednesday morning.

Except I don't have anything that inspirational or important this morning.

I could try and be helpful! I'll dip into my favorites folder! o0o0o0o0o

When planning a wedding I am a very visual kind of person, therefore blogs like this http://www.weddings.banquetevent.com/blog/ have been very helpful!

Home design site that has a crazy amount of pictures that you can save on the site and comment on the ones you like, absolutely lovely! http://www.houzz.com/

There, you are welcome for that rushed completely unproductive towards anything post.

Love to my readers and those who read this and never come back to my blog again..hahaha...please come back?

Tmo Out.

Summer Love + Weddings!

It's Spring people! Get excited! I am so excited for Summer. Short shorts, pretty dresses, and no need for heavy coat wearing. Diving, rock climbing, camping, and weddings! Not mine, that's next year. I have 2 friends, 1 Stepbrother, and Mr. M's Cousin all getting married from July to October. I'm excited to get ideas and such from them.

As much romance as there is in my life I have recently just become fully aware of how lucky I am to have my Mr. M. I have 3 coworkers that have left or been left by their partners, 2 married and one long-term. My Fiancee may sometimes be a prick, annoying, say the wrong thing, and make mistakes. All that said, I can be a bitch, be naggy, picky, and ultra jealous. If you love someone it doesn't matter about all the bad...You are still going to love them through it. If you can't, then it's not meant to be. I need to start being more thankful of the wonderful man in my life that takes care of me better than I even know how to take care of myself. It'll be 4 years for us on the 15th so I'll post more about us then... Anyway, enough of this "reflection time". Just been on my mind recently.

I think I am going to start training to run a 5k at the end of May. My friend M.'s post on on her friend Will Power. inspired me. I don't know Mr. Will Power (see what I did there? I copied M. That's the most sincere form of flaterry M., don't be offended.) very well but I'd like to get to know him. I tend to start craft projects, cleaning, excersise, hobbies, and various other important things and not finish them. TERRIBLE habit. It makes me angry with myself. Grrrrrr, Tmo, stick with something. So, lately I have been Pole Dancing an hour everyday and now I want to start running. I actually LOVE running, but I have a hard time starting the process of running. Like, putting sneakers on and walking out the door (sounds easy?), that's just something I have trouble with. It's so hard. Sarcasm poeple. Ok, I am ranting.

I had a wonderful weekend in case you'd like to know. I went to a birthday party Friday, had a lovely Sat. with my lover, bbq on Sat. night with army friends, then Sunday Mr. M went away till Friday diving. Sunday night I had a bbq and a lovely walk with 2 of my co-workers G and S.

Here's hoping for more beautiful weather this week, especially Friday for when Mr. M comes home.

Much love bloggers, I apologize for the long post. I need to blog more so you don't suffer as much, ha ha.

Tmo

Wednesday Morning Thoughts n. 2

So, this week I cheated a bit when it come to getting to Wednesday. I skipped Tuesday. I was running a fever with some chills and a cough. No work for Tmo! Now it's Wednesday, beloved halfway to Friday Wednesday.

My pole room looks FABULOUS! I don't use that word very often, but I feel it appropriate for my beautiful room. I have put hard work and a good pair of sweatpants into that room. I spray-painted mirrors (bye bye good pair of sweatpants who now have a streak of black on them) hung pictures/mirrors, installed curtains and a pole. It's our half craft/half workout room. It's very zen and it makes me happy. Now to practice. I will post pictures SOON.

Mr. M and I have been watching this show called Dollhouse on netflix and I just want to recommend it to those of you that get netflix. It's quite the chick flick with lots of action. It's very scifi though, so if you don't get along with shows like Star Trek, Battlestar Galactica, and so on, you won't like it.

After attending my sorority Ball last week I realized how very different of a person I am lately. I keep trying to go back to the crazy alcoholic (note* not actual alcoholic, just a person enjoying life.) person I used to be but that is no fun to me anymore. I like to drink, just not as much as I used to. I'm more satisfied with a glass of wine than a pint of vodka. Oh the glory days. I also realized what silly drama ensues when girls get together and that I can't hold a grudge longer than about 2 minutes. There are people who aren't in my life anymore and I am ok with that because they weren't supporting who I am or who I'm with. On a counter note there are some people I need to hang out with asap! <3

I hope summer gets here soon! I have four weddings to go to and I am so excited to get dressed up! I absolutely love weddings, and it'll give me ideas for my own next year!

Time to go to work!

Love to you,

Tmo

From now on... Thursday is Lettter Day!

Every Thursday I plan on writing a letter to someone. Maybe if you comment enough it'll be you! I know, you could cry your just so excited.

Dear Robbler,

I heart you. I miss you. You dollfaced tissue.

Wednesday Morning Thoughts

I am a huge fan of Wednesday Mornings. I don't know why but Monday and Tuesday feel so very far away from the weekend, enter Wednesday. The middle child of the weekdays, who tells me it's now very close to the weekend. Sigh. I heart Wednesday.

Last weekend was a very relaxing yet productive weekend. I got re-qualified on Saturday in First Aid training, then went to a friend's Birthday party that night. Sunday Mr. M and I ventured into the city and walked around downtown. I love all the shops down there, I find them very inspiring. We made a spur of the moment decision and I bought a trellis desk which I have been eyeing for about a year! I am typing on it as we speak.

 Isn't it so pretty, I love it!

Taken from my cell, so terrible quality.

Clearly I need something more comfortable then that stool to sit on, but I haven't found quite the right sitting thing yet.

I have some housewife news! I have been doing the dishes lately! I know right?! As well, I have cooked supper for the past three nights. I feel so proud.

I need to go to work but I am going to try and post again tonight!

Love,

Tmo



Happy St. I havearealjobnowandcan'tdrink Day!

So, I'm a grown up now?
I went to work from 10 to 5 then a food safety course ( I make the children's snacks and prepare lunches for about 3 hours in total a day) from 6:30 to 9:30. Then came home and cleaned up a bit.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Not.

I am dissapointed in the fact I did nothing. Well, I had a glass of wine and went on twitter. That's definitely not nothing - and will also explain any grammatical or spelling errors in this post. Please forgive me.

As you know, or don't but will now, I ordered my pole finally! It arrived about 2 weeks ago and I have been practising like mad. I love it. I missed it so much, it's such amazing exercise since it works muscles throughout your entire body. Plus it makes you feel incredibly sexy, even if you don't get it for those purposes. My pole spins too, which is super fun! You can unlock it and lock it. I bought mine from: X-Pole Not to advertise for them or anything, but just a good safe pole.

Some serious business. I need some work. Some mental work. I am trying to make myself focus on me for awhile. It's not Mr. M and I. After all we have been through in the last year we are better than ever! Which is lovely, but I feel not quite right about myself. I have a lot of old issues and new issues I am having trouble dealing with. Slowly I am figuring out what they are and what I should do with them. The largest one is self-esteem, and second is jealousy. If someone says something to me I find hurtful I think about it for days and vow to fix myself. Meanwhile, if there are girls around that are prettier than me my self-esteem dips plus I go through a whole thing in my head of how Mr. M probably thinks they are so much prettier than me and wished I looked a certain way. We have been together 4 years and I should NOT feel this way anymore... but I do. That is stupid.

I just want to be as confident as everything thinks I am. Is that too much to ask?

That is quite a load of honesty. I'm contemplating posting this...as anyone can read this and I prefer certain people not to know my weaknesses. I will post this though because -

N-n-now that that don't kill me, Can only make me stronger

Bam.

Oh Kanye, you'd know alllllll about that wouldn't you?

Aren't you so excited you can rock out now, after all that negativity? Me too, me too.

Sigh.

Well, it's 1:30 am somehow. I should probably try to go sleep.

Much love to you bloggers, thanks for "listening"

Tmo

30 Photos - Part 1

My friend M over at the grownup diaries is doing 30 photos in three parts. I decided I should too.

1. Someone you spend a lot of time with...

Delivery for Tmo!

WHOOP! IT'S HEREEEEEEEEE!!!
If you do not know what I am talking about, I mentioned it wayyyyy back when, right here.

And now I have decided to buy one!
A pole.
No, I am not a stripper or anything along the lines of. So, shut your mouth.

It's so much fun and a full body workout. I am pumped to put it up, but alas, work.

Also, a new fav hobby of mine, Snowmobiling! Yes, I am from Canada.

Lots of love,

Tmo

Wedding Inspiration...

My very own board of some things I love for my wedding! I am loving the planning process!

I have my hometown church booked, my reception booked, and my photographer and still a year and a half to go. Of course, I know I have a billion other things to do but so far no stress, all excitement.

http://www.dessy.com/shareboard/?user=moodboardguest&password=48925 

Click the above link to view. Only way I could seem to do it?

What do you think?

Love,

Tmo

Goals (why not?) and random other blah blah blah

Hi there...

Long time no write.

I said I would blog more in the new year. Good start, eh?

So... Christmas was pretty good. I received some nice adult type presents. Not those kind of adult presents. More like filing cabinet, dishes for the kitchen, things of that nature. I'm actually excited about them. I have already used some of them as well. I got a pretty crystal tray with a dip bowl that I used for nachos one night we entertained!

It's now almost February and I have not really made any NYE resolutions...I did not really plan on doing that this year. However, I decided that it is sometimes nice to have things like that written down. So here goes...

*Be HEALTHY ie. work out, eat right, & all that buzziness.

*Do me things.

*Focus on the future.

*Further my education. (?)

*Be the wonderful loving person I am. :)

So, lately I have the need to try something new, just not sure what? I want something exciting. Oh life. Oh me. Oh my. Oh dear.

A credit card. Yes, that's right. I Tmo, a twenty-something woman, do NOT own a credit card. While browsing one of my fav online stores (that I have never bought from) I realized I could never own anything from said site with no gold. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. What to do?

My hubby leaves on Saturday for 2 weeks, so I'm looking forward to girly nights and some alone time.

If you want to hang with this chick calllll meeeee, f-book me, or twitter me. ;) So many ways.

I have to tell you! I have been making things!

Cherry pie, brownies, slow cooker chicken, & sheperds pie. Ok, so none of those things are very hard, but...they were for me, so give me a break.

I have been cleaning, sort of...

I'll keep working on it.

:|

Love,

Tmo