Forgot to Mention...

Updated the look.
Thumbs up or thumbs down?

I give it a "I was half asleep when I made it so it looks pretty good considering" thumbs up.

Off to work, probably blog tonight...we'll see.

2 Weeks Since Last Post...Oops.

SLACKER.

 I am sorry, but I've been sooooooo busy. Which is awesome because only 8 days are left till my Mr. M comes home for his HLTA (break)...WHOOP. I'm going to post a long post tomorrow night, I can't concentrate on this right now, haha. I want to try on some outfits I bought! Then beddy by! Night, you bloggers.

Military Girlfriend Late Night - Barely Awake - Rant

Not sleeping well. I just don't want to go to bed. Nights like this remind me of my younger self who did not like going to bed on time and secretly stayed up later in rebellion. The only one I'm rebelling against is myself, which is somewhat annoying and ironic. Other than that - I'm good!

Heard from Mr. M the other morning for about 10 minutes. He's coming home for his 2 and half week break before going back for the dreaded, over 4 months, span of time, in less than a month! I am certain I will deal with it just the same as I am now. I know myself a lot better than I realized - I didn't push myself after he left. I gave myself time to be lazy at first and now I'm doing pole dancing classes every Sunday & rock climbing twice a week, plus I joined the gym this morning. ;) I'm getting some cooking lessons from my awesome auntie this Saturday. I'm actually loving life quite a bit and I do feel guilty but Mr. M is also having cool experiences, ha. I feel kind of like the odd one out sometimes because I am doing so well, but then I take a step back and look at my situation compared to the other ladies and I am different. I think I would definitely be having a much harder time if we had lived together or had a child together or were married. None of those apply though. Maybe I'm just tucking all my emotions away, unhealthy, but very effective. Whatever it is, I'm happy for it and thankful for the "me" time, even though I miss him I know there is not one damn thing I can do about it. I do have some really tough times but I guess I just don’t focus on them.

He comes home in 27 days. Wow. I’m already sad about him leaving…I just want to get this over with so we can start happy-ness! Can't wait to live with him! I go into shops downtown in the city and dream of what it will look like...

I wish he could cuddle me right now. Alright! I'm getting whiny.

This was pretty much a rant in it’s entirety. I know my sentences were awful, but it IS 2:31 in the morning now.

Ok, sleep now. Maybe…hehehe.

 

 

Much love from a sleepy TJayne who will embody Audrey in Breakfast at Tiffany's tomorrow afternoon, as she will still be in bed (and then get ready for a fabulous evening of wings!).

 

Ps. Shoutout to my sorority ladies - we need a date.

 

 

I'm Tired & Wide Awake

It's 1:30, I'm in bed, I don't want to sleep. I'm emotionally doing really good with this whole deployment thing, but I have picked up some very odd behaviours...
 - My night-owlness has hit me with a vengeance.
 - I am either too active in scheduling my time with people or I sit at home and sit with my laptop & TV.
 - Today I played a total of 5.5 hours of Fable II - an x-box 360 game I'm in love with.
 - I have severly good intentions to do things like scrapbook & work out but by the end of the day I have failed miserably.
It is now 2:30 am and I need sleep. a few keys were not working on my keyboard and I quite literally just sat here for 35 minutes fixing them - another (stupid) odd behaviour. I think haf my common sense left with Mr. M.
I need sleep - fun things happening tomorrow...
He he he.
Night.
Ps. Bought New Moon Soundtrack! Eeeeeeeee, I'm in Love.

Numbers

 So, I would be in bed but it's covered. Clothes, books, and various hair products are covering my bed in my attempts to clean. The fact is: I clean at night. Which is such an annoying habit. I feel most like cleaning late, late at night, but I'm tired, so I always end up cleaning half my room then grow tired enough that I dump everything from my bed onto my floor. It's just stupid really.  I shall blog then finish the clean/fail at cleaning process. Perhaps try daytime cleaning tomorrow?

  Since this is a blog that focuses on my riveting life I do have to talk about my life as a military girlfriend. I try to stay away from the topic since people don't generally like to hear me complain but it's a part of me, so deal with it. 16 Days. 2 more weekends. 11 days with him. 2 Weeks. However you want to put it, it's really damn soon. Then a possible 55 days till his break. 20 Days of his break. 4 and a half months until he comes home after that. 8 Months until we move in together. My head is overloaded with dates, countdowns, and possible time lines. I can't wait for life to be normal again.

  I want this dress sooooo badly from American Apparel. I love love love it.

I'm a huge fan of Audrey Hepburn, and I found a quote that I love so much by her, thought I'd share it:

"Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!"

That is about all I can handle of blogging. Night Night.

Love, T. Jayne