Hello 2012

Nice to finally meet you.

This is what I looked like on my final night of 2011, with my hunny.

This is what I plan on accomplishing this year.

I need to set some sort of fitness goal. I do not have one yet as I have not felt any sort of passion for anything, but maybe I just need to kick my own butt into starting something anyway. I need a goal to work towards otherwise I don't know what to do with myself.

Or maybe that's just an excuse.
HELP ME DECIDE, Please?
Fitness goal? And go! 

Plan my wedding. (Eeeeeee!)

If you'd like to see some inspiration for my wedding you can follow me HERE on Pinterest.

Finish school and begin searching for a job that I at least at least close to love in some sort of events or promotions environment.

Manage my house better. I am messy and that isn't how I want to be anymore. 

Money, is actually ok, just keep doing what I'm doing.

Keep on working on the 'ol mind and improving my positive thinking. 

I'm excited about this year, could be some very big changes by Nov. We'll see how plan A keeps going.

I'd also like to post some crafts and wedding things here.

Life is busy. Time management will need to be my best friend.

Much Love,

Tmo

xo

Will it ever end?

Again - 32*C - feels like 39. It's only 1:30. I need to clean my little bungalow but my god I can barely muster the energy to type in this heat. On the plus side, once I've done the living room and kitchen I can finish in the bedroom which I have closed the door too and BLASTED the wonderful, beautiful, heavenly Air Conditioner. *sigh* I do not know how I could have survived this heat wave without it...really. Vultures would probably be circling the sky above my house, just waiting for me to finally succumb to the heat. Ok...on to happier things.

My birthday is coming up! :) Sept. 30th, which is on a Thursday. So I think that Friday Mr. M and I are going bowling (because I love bowling and he never takes me, as I always beat him), then pretty room at a hotel, get all dressed up, and eat supper at the restaurant. That's all I want this year. I am pretty sick of going out and would much prefer bowling. I think that I'm beginning to show signs of age. Although, I'm only turning 22. He he.

Speaking of going out, I went out a couple of weekends ago with an old friend. I had a great time in the beginning but was crying at the end of the night. The clubs are just toxic (and not the terrible song by Brittany Spears, yes I just watched the whole thing - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOZuxwVk7TU&ob=av2e)  for me. I love dancing and drinking and having a good time, but I think I love it too much. I need my Mr. M with me, or a good group of girls that have men too so we can all be bitches together and tell the boys to get lost. I am nice, which sometimes doesn't get me far in life. Believe me, I have changed when it comes to how shy I used to be, but I'm still the same sweet girl I have always been. I get hurt easily and don't take well to confrontation or having people be angry with me. It's hard to not care, but I'm definitely working on that.

As for the old friend, she's still a very, very good friend who I love and will stand up or any day and I miss her terribly, but we are in different places. - Literally and figuretively.

Oh my, guess I should get to work. I can't wait to clean the bedroom, *drool* COLD AIR!

Love,

Tmo

Lazy with Lists

I had a long day today. I feel worn out and tired. I love my job very much but it can be very stressful and long when you don't have a child that is willing to listen. Plus, I got called in 3 hours early.

I'm sitting here watching the Hills- which I love but have less love for now that Lauren is gone. I appreciate it for what it is now, though. Before I began typing I was eating a chocolate bar and reading  Woman's Health Magazine. I'm trying to replace Cosmo, It's very hard. Woman's Health is also very inspiring.

Time is very odd right now. I looked at a calendar and realized it has been a week since he left tomorrow. That went by so fast - yet it went by incrediby slow since I thought more time had went by. It feels like ages ago and yesterday all at the same time.

My list (written here) is not going very well. I knew I would need nothing time for awhile, just my way of coping. I think I have had enough now, I'm feeling lazy and dissapointed at my get up and go. I want to accomplish toning a little before he gets home. I find it hard to maintain a healthy diet because of my living situation. I'm living in a house that's filled with groceries that I am very welcome to eat, but they are all random and I have no idea what to make. Or if I should eat it because she might want it.

I feel pretty comfortable in this place, but it's not my place. I dream of being completely comfortable in a home that is mine and Mr. M's! *sigh*

Goodnight.

tjayne

Why Not?

So, I had previously stated that I would not be "blogging", but every time I log on to this website I feel the need to write something. I have decided to start. I am by no means a "writer" or anything, but I do love to write.
I'm going to focus mainly on pop culture, fashion, and living the life of an army girlfriend. I'm just your average 20 something, trying my best to get on the job track and deal with my boyfriend's first tour to Afghanistan. I have graduated from a local college with a Youth and Childcare diploma but I want to do more than just take care of children. I haven't found the passion in my job I want yet. I love children, but I feel I'm meant for something different. Life is complicated like that.
I have been dating the love of my life for 2 and a half years and in October we're going to have our first tour together...36 days from now. It'll be for a total of 7 months. I'm focused on when he gets back.
While he's away there are things I want to accomplish - but that list will appear after he leaves. If I write it down on here and people read it it'll definitely keep me motivated. So, I'll need lots of readers..Please & Thank You.
It's September - so I have to wave goodbye to summer - it's starting to get chilly.

L8ta.

Out on the lake - my favorite place in the world.